You turned out pretty decent in the end against it all, good job.

 People can change but not when you want them too. Even best friends can become your enemy.

 Be braver, courage doesn't come from alcohol.

 Happiness is given to those that work hardest and cry less. You invent your own happiness. She wasn't the reason for your depression, only the straw breaking the camel's back. Don't worry about what others think of you, be beautiful all on your own.

 You'll never guess who you end up marrying. Stay tuned for the happiest surprise of your life!

 Don't waste your time on people who aren't worth it. Also, stop eating peanuts. (It's called an allergy, and that's why you're sick).

 Leave the cigarettes alone. They'll be way harder to quit than you think.

 Enjoy nap time - don't just stay up to be rebellious.